Escaping the Myth of Constant Productivity
A reflective take on embracing boredom, rest, and slow living in a world obsessed with optimization.
Aarya Kandakumar
11/27/20257 min read
The sunlight hit my face through the metro window as Bangalore’s bipolar weather unfolded in front of me. I stood between the masses of bodies with barely any space to breathe. Everyone I saw had a sense of urgency to their mannerisms, a need to be anywhere but here. It felt almost as if they were driven by a motor, yet their eyes were paradoxically full of emptiness. Is this what life being all about, I thought, jumping from goal to goal, one accomplishment to another, and yet, never really living.
Modern society has led us to believe that we are meant to be as productive as the robots we build. Capitalist ideals have ingrained in our minds that we ourselves are ‘capital’, that we must be constantly working toward one venture or another to be considered worthy. Our sense of purpose has been tarnished by the idea that we are defined by what we do, by how much we contribute to the economy, by how much profit we can make. This has led to a mindset where rest is considered disgraceful, or even a privilege, when really, it is the most fundamental of all human rights.
Large companies have taken advantage of this deep-rooted mindset and have profited off it and commodified it concurrently. They have made work life balance models that really lean heavily towards constant work, and in this way, they aim to gain the most from their employees. This phenomenon is especially amplified in India, where the concept of a balance is almost non-existent, and exploitation is the norm. Companies have also commodified rest itself, selling slow living retreats, skill classes about rest etc., which seem to be a solution but really further the problem.
This propaganda has become so rampant, that it seems almost impossible to escape it. The vision of slow living, where rest is a norm, where one has the time to breathe, live and pursue activities that are not just productive, but that bring one joy. It feels almost like a fantasy. But this can be achieved by taking the smallest of steps, one day at a time.
Embracing rest is not about inactivity, rather, it is about finding infinity within a small moment. The reduction of tasks in turn leads to an increase in awareness, creative thinking, and a broadening of mindset. Implementing small habits, like dedicating a minimal amount of time out of each day to pursue a hobby that is done for the sole sake of happiness. This will enable a mindset where rest is deserved.
Another way to do this is by accepting free time, or idle time. In today’s society, daydreaming and pondering are a lost art, but these have led to some of the greatest muses and inspirations.
The Evening After the Day’s Performance
As the clock edges past evening, something curious happens. The world that worships optimization loses its rhythm. Notifications still blink, emails still arrive, the urge to do “one more thing” still lurks like an unwelcome relative, but it doesn’t sit as heavily on the chest. Evening is nature’s built-in design flaw in the productivity system a time creators of hustle culture forgot to script out of existence.
Cities are loud, but evenings are their softer cousin. Roads are still crowded, trains are still packed, and the skyline still stands tall like performance reviews pinned to the horizon, but there’s a noticeable shift: people aren’t expanding anymore, they’re retracting. They move like tired punctuation marks concluding long sentences. The urgency evaporates not through intention, but fatigue. And in that fatigue is honesty.
Observe commuters in the evening metro. Their bodies are arranged like compressed files, but their minds start to decompress again. Some rest their heads gently against the glass, watching colors bleed into dusk. Others scroll slower, with no point to prove. The phone is still a device of work, but now it doubles as a pacifier for over-stimulated adults. Nobody looks hurried, only directionally committed. Their feet want the same thing: exit the noise, enter warmth, collapse into familiar postcodes called home.
Evening commuters don’t announce rest, but you can see it subtly declared in their biomechanics. Shoulders sag by a few degrees. Neck angles tilt downward ever so slightly, not sadness, only surrender. Bags are held closer to the ground, heavier because the day forced object permanence upon them. Nobody raises a fist to rebellion. The rebellion is biological: you cannot maximize productivity and remain alert forever.
Meanwhile, the city itself participates in this soft shift. Streetlights flicker on slowly, one node at a time, like a system update nobody complains about. Vendors switch their offerings from “quick breakfast” menus to “soft dinner comfort bundles.” Wind cools into a mood instead of a temperature condition. Even trees seem to exhale, watching the returning human current differently than the morning wave they silently judged.
If morning traffic was percussion, evening traffic is bass line. Deeper, slower, repetitive, almost hypnotic. One could say the main difference between the AM and PM commute is simply this: morning carries potential, evening reveals cost.
But evening also reveals the thing we miss most: the human relationship with unstructured time.
The Forgotten Power of Being Unoptimized
We live in a world that treats efficiency like a religion, metrics like proof of devotion, and time like a resource that must be extracted rather than experienced. But boredom, rest, and idleness are proof that existence doesn’t need constant purpose to justify itself. Productivity is about output. Rest is about input. A world that maximizes output without input eventually corrupts its own data. Creativity bugs out, awareness lags, imagination throttles into a background process.
Boredom, on the other hand, is not the enemy of meaning. It is its waiting room. Historically, nothing great was invented in frenzy. Frenzy completes tasks. Boredom creates universes. Some of the greatest ideas in history were born not in brainstorm rooms or productivity sprints, but in moments that looked useless from the outside: Newton watching an apple fall, Archimedes splashing in a bathtub, Einstein staring into space between equations that confounded society. Their moments weren’t optimized, but that’s exactly what made them fertile.
Modern culture romanticizes being busy. But honestly, busyness is one of the least interesting human traits to exhibit. It looks impressive but rarely feels impressive. What is impressive is noticing the quiet corners where life wasn’t boxed into achievement units. The afternoon nap that needs no justification. The long stare into nothingness from a balcony when the brain finally processes its own open tabs. We believe these moments are pauses. They are not. They are the moments where you meet yourself without status captions.
Re-learning Rest as a Baseline, Not a Reward
There is a common misconception that rest must be earned. A belief coded in society like an operating system that shipped unfinished but globally installed anyway. But consider this: if rest needs to be earned, what exactly are we saving ourselves for at 60? Our best brains live only once. Our best bodies live only once. Memories aren’t recorded by staying alert at spreadsheets, but by staying alert to life when spreadsheets finally exit.
Rest should not be a vacation state. It should be a format of existence sprinkled generously through daily hours. Slow living doesn’t ask you to flee cities or reject ambition. It simply asks you to stop believing that speed equals success. You must stop treating life like it needs optimization. It only needs participation.
The Gentle Rebellion of Doing Nothing for a Minute
There is a kind of courage in doing nothing, but not the dramatic kind we write academic essays about. Quiet courage. The one that simply stops running without announcing protest. Try standing still at an evening crosswalk without checking your phone. Don’t analyze. Don’t narrate. Don’t document. Just inhabit.
You’ll realize that the river doesn’t drown you when you stop thrashing in it. It simply flows around you like respectful water avoiding a rock. And slowly, you’ll stop feeling guilty for the micro-defections from productivity culture: the moment you stared out a window without learning something, the time you laid on the bed without unlocking a character achievement, the evening you walked home by foot instead of calculating how much faster a cab might take you there. Rest isn’t POETIC because it’s beautiful. It becomes beautiful only because we stopped insisting it be productive.
A New Relationship with Purpose
Purpose is not destroyed by rest; it is corrected by rest. We’ve confused purpose with performance. Contribution with worth. Motion with meaning. But meaning isn’t measured in motion forward, it is measured in motion felt, processed, reflected, absorbed. Morning migrations send you into the world. Evening migrations whisper back the question you buried in frenzy: “Are you alive, or only underway?”
Joy doesn’t require inactivity. It requires awareness without leaderboard pressure. Rest doesn’t require retreats sold by corporations. It requires reclaiming time without parole paperwork. Boredom doesn’t require curing. It requires acceptance. Cities don’t need to soften. Only our relationship with them does. Commutes don’t need editing, only noticing.
Rest, boredom, idle time, these aren’t voids. They’re the only moments where your brain authors instead of executes. So tomorrow evening, when the streetlights mark attendance, when the human river simmers back toward door numbers and familiar neighborhoods, when commuters walk slower not by intent but hunger for warmth, remember this quietly radical truth: Rest is not the pause between life. Life is the tiny moments between pauses we never take.
Boredom is not a void, it’s your brain asking for source material. The city is not rushing you in the evenings, it’s returning you at default speed. The optimization myth thrives only because we never stop long enough to uninstall it. So, take a minute, maybe today itself, to sit with your unoptimized thoughts. Not to make them productive but simply to allow them narrative breathing room. The world will continue its obsession with speed and output and efficiency. The trains will hiss, the roads will hum, and the signals will switch colors in practiced choreography.
What changes is not the system around you. It’s the moment you realize you are not capital. You are consciousness moving through a city that hums back at you every evening, a world you get to live inside, not extract from. Once you stop treating rest as a myth, the myth finally stops treating you like labor. The river flows again tomorrow. Your choice now is simpler than we pretend: Will you flow through your city without noticing, or will you notice your city through the flow? Either way, take the rest. Not because you earned it. But because you were always meant to have it.
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